today i went to sentosa. its was fun i must say.
got things off my mind quite abit. but after while, i'll just start to drift off and think bout that. its not coming back. and i know it. =/ played touch rugby and stuff, got wet heh.
now its night time and i'm all alone again. leaving me to think bout all of it. i know i should just forget bout it. but i dunno. i'm still sad and depressed. i just hope my results will come out soon. i pray that i do well. i pray that i can go to a good jc. maybe then i'll feel that what i've done is worth it. other then that, i regret my decision.
i wish i could take back what i said, but i know i cannot and there will be nth more to this. so sorry for the tears.
