i'm in a delimma. what i thought had come to an end, became worst. i met her today. things didn't go too well. school didn't go too well also. is there something going on and i'm just being oblivous or am i just being paranoid. i wish i knew. hate the feeling of sensing something is wrong and yet not knowing wad's up. i'm not too much in a good mood. i'm just feeling fked up.