since the first day of school.. i had to stay back everyday for ncc. not tt its a bad thing. but hello. first day of school is like suppose to be a fun week before the start of actual study. hais. and we don't even achieve much after long discussions and all.
sometimes i feel that i don't deserve the rank at all. there are ppl more deserving of the rank den i am. but yet. i feel that sometimes its not tt i can't speak up. i don't want too. wad's the point of so many ppl talking at one time? i'm just trying to do wad they taught. but ya. nvm. sometimes i'm just a loss for words.
nth's right. today the mph thing got us all worried. i really don't noe wad to do.
my life is very very screwed. nth's going right. nth at all. i was waiting for you to msg me the whole day and yet i only received a msg from u after ur course. i was so disappointed. i really was. unless u read this i doubt u'll noe it. i bothered to msg u in the morning. but u didn't receive it. is even bothering to send a msg tt difficult? if u had, it would have easily made my day. but no. its alright. its a matter of getting used to it isn't it?
<3 you.
