i'm sad.
i'm so so sad. i just wish that i would stop being so overprotective and everything.
i just wish that i could stop missing you.
but its so so hard. everytime i'm like gonna plan smth.. so happy tt i'll be getting to see you, you tell u me u gotta work.
i hate to be disappointed. its sucks realbad.
but i shouldn't keep intruding in ur life should i?
i don't understand why i'm lidat. i don't blame you for everything u do.
i guess its all my fault tt u've become lidat.
very often the things that i do are because i love you and i miss you so so damn much.. i really can't stand myself.
i really don't noe how to relate myself to u.
i just hate myself so so much.
