can't blame me for feeling down.
went to the ncc meeting. glad we finally got the orientation thing kinda sorted out.
i love my part. although i admit i wasn't the most active person in ncc the past few yrs till this yr. i guess i love my part alot. never knew we could become so close to each other :)its finally come to the end of the yr. this will be my last time blogging for this yr. this yr has been i dunno. a waste? yet i gd yr? hmm. a waste in such a way that i wasted one yr not studying. not doing well. regretting lots of things tt i have did. neglecting my studies. on the other hand. gd yr in such a way that i'm thankful tt my ncos have given me a chance to prove my worth. i'm very very grateful. i'm also very grateful to my dearest. for helping me even though many things might have came in between, we're still together. and my bestie. always there for me. though we might have drifted alot for a moment, we're back together again.and i'm very happy for that. don't worry ky, won't let tt happen again. i'm happy for weini turning straight. happy that she's working hard in the coming yr.
but i don't know wad i really want next yr. i do want to acheive gd tings. but how am i going to do that. i really don't know. perhaps i need some guidence? oh well. i'll just have a rough sketch here.
resolutions for 2005 :
`do well for chi o levels (june)
`finish all my homework to the best of my abilities
`allow no distraction from my sch work.
`get a good score for o levels so that i can CHOOSE the sch that i want be it jc or poly.
`try. for 50th clt course :)
ok. HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE. so tt's it. this it the end of 2004 and the start to a new beginning. 2005. i'm gonna make it rock. i have to man. i just screwed last yr. dear. i hope we'll last long alright. i noe there might be some problems now but i wish all these could just dissolve away. hais.hmm alright now. i doubt anyone would really be readin this really long long entry. so ya. see you in 05 :)
<3 my baby
